Mission SunGlasses

Can never find a right pair of sunglasses, They are two big, to wide,  could co with other colour!!! I mean c'mon would someone design one pair of sunglasses that I can wear and not look like a funny creature !!!

I have a round face with wide jaw possible and a cute little nose fixed just bellow my two awfully small eyes.
If I dare to try black sunglasses on, some volunteers jumps out to help a blind woman!
I can do with brown sunglasses, however trying to be trendy with sunglasses is not my cup of tea.

Such a Mission to find a pair of sunglasses for me! summer is coming so lets hit the road:-)

The ultimate TRUTH..

Hello friends,

If you are reading this blog I guess you might be a little like me, or you might think who is this crazy lady,

But. Today all I am going to do, is speak the truth, I am fed up of trying to something I barely know or understand. Oh God!! It’s such a pressure to try and please people! After two unsuccessful trials this is my third blog. Always making excuses about the name of the blog and so on! In reality all that is not so much that matters but the content of the blog is something that works or not. So you know what, let’s just be real now, Let’s meet my real self let’s finally face it!. What I can do and write might not be very interesting for many people, but let this blog touch those people who are like me. May be very little people or none at all. But at-least I will be my self and will find out what a unique creature am I !

Ok! So I am this 30 years old mother and a wife, after all this years still confused about my career. Struggling to make living out of what I love to do, but not giving up (No matter what, I will surely get there!) It’s been three years since I am trying to follow my passion. What is it?  (You might wonder!), well since the teen age fashion has been my passion and illustrations and photography! Oh what can I say! I love them. When I see other people leaving my dream I get jealous and also it gives me drive to never give up.

My fashion illustrations are no better then a child’s.  But one day I dream to be a fashion illustrator for real. (All though fully frustrated with failed practice! Let me tell you I have been very good with drawings always it’s just that given up my practice, you know! ) I have not been able to finish my fashion studies, but want to sure put together my dream jewellery collection one day!  And I am fairly good street style fashion photographer, struggling to get anything more then bit of praise out of it.

But the fact is that I love fashion, I love photography and illustration.  They keep me close to my passion, fashion.  Let me tell you one more fact! (If you haven’t had enough already) I do not understand this trendy fashion where every one is trying hard to follow and wear same thing, even you have to rip out your pockets. I can’t remember all big designers name (no matter how much I try), nor am I so crazy to buy and wear stuff that is unhealthy for my bank balance. But I love and appreciate creativity that exists in fashion industry. One thing I will never understand is, layering up everything on your body that you can possibly find in your wardrobe, all at the same time, just so that you can get all those people with camera,(like me!..lol) running after you that are hanging out side at the fashion show. 

After reading all this you might be wondering how can fashion be my passion! Well I know for the fact that I looove fashion. However, I might not have figured out the exact definition to be able to share (it’s like one of those things that belongs within you yet hard to express!) But to say little bit, Fashion for me is creativity more then trends. Fashion is an attitude, it is finding your style that represents real you. Fashion is how one carries her self.  Fashion for me is to be who you are from deep within.

Many more things I love to do, we will get to all of them slowly, I wanna be easy on you know! Because I suffer from a bit of talking disorder, my stop-talking button goes missing sometimes.  It takes a little while to open up, now that I have started being my self, you will find that the button will go missing lot more.

Love:-)

Are you ready for Summer!

Summer Will Come soon,  Much to get ready. I know I know summer is way away, specially in the UK (where summer comes only four days in a year !!! ) All the stores are ready !! So let's go.

First thing I need to find a decent saloon who can make my hairy legs clean and beautiful and not charge me my life long saving (I mean c'mon they are all super expensive)...agggrrahh. The biggest headache of my life. I imagine so lucky those girls, who can shave in minutes and go out looking gorgeous. :-(  I have only one life line. Big, Old, Fat, Sticky waxing). I can only dream of being clean and sleek in minutes and go out in beautiful dress(Why it had to me to have such stupid skin that can't put up with simple solution like shaving my arms or legs? why?). In reality I have only two choices empty my bank account in hours or sticking my butt to the floor for whole day.
So I will be on hunt to find a decent saloon .....

Plan awesome Summer Holidays!! believe me or not I am yet to visit Italy, Spain and Switzerland. Must plan something this time.

Best of all, A stylist wardrobe. Cloths that reflect me, my personality.  I mean I have been crazy with my clothes. It's like saw something and looked good to eyes and bought it. I wanna wear an outfit that's me. outfit that I can carry well and goes with my personality. That's the biggest task.
I badly wanna introduce some hat's and Hair bands, (oh no don't get me wrong I do have some normal hair bands) but what I want is one of those fabric tie hair band that you have in front of your hair ! (you know what I mean! who could think that to description of a hair band could be so difficult!) I love love those. I have no clue if it will suit me or not. Yeah! as sad as it could be have never tried one.
But I fall in love every time I see someone wearing them. As I talking about it I think I am gonna do some research on the street about those beautiful, colourful and patterned hair bands. Will soon bring some pictures of latest street style on hair bands. That my help me and inspire me enough to actually buy one :-) What an intelligent idea.  Genius me !!

And much more let me know what's on your list! Give me some good ideas.

PS: As colourful as they are but bikinis and swimsuits are never on my list. But lovely pair of filpflpos and stylist sunglasses sure:-)

Back Stage at Matthew Miller-London Collection: Men 2014-15

For more coverage click below :-)
http://www.phoenixmag.co.uk/fashion/lcm-aw14-backstage-matthew-miller/

My favourite Street Style form London Collection:Men

This year for London Collection: Men 2014-15 I was shooting street style for PHOENIX Magazine.
This is this first time I have shot for LCM, Such fun experience, loved it!

Here are some of my most favourite street styles just for you.
To view more you can always checkout links bellow.

http://www.phoenixmag.co.uk/fashion/street-style-london-collections-men/
http://www.phoenixmag.co.uk/fashion/street-style-london-collections-men-2/
http://www.phoenixmag.co.uk/fashion/street-style-london-collections-men-3/

My journey towards learning to help and share :-)

Keep you focus at what you want to achieve, but at the same time remember that you are human, You get really few moments in life where you get a chance to reach out and do something for someone, those are the moments that lasts forever  

Recently I heard this and it touched me so much, I always have this urge that I want to help fellow humans. I am always telling my self that when I will be rich I will help other people; I think I will do something special or spend special time to help. 

When I listen to this I truly realise that, A little kind gesture in day-to-day life is even special. Help needn’t be so special.  All you need is to be conscious to  see the opportunities around you. I realise that I need to be considerate and train myself to see every little opportunity to share my helping hand to everyone around me. That would add colours to my life for sure.

And what ever belongs to you will always be yours. So why not spread help and find happiness!

Love from me!

NEW YEARS RESOLUTION !!

TO DO WHAT HEART SAYS!!  to follow what comes from within,  Pay conscious attention to the voice that comes from inside.  Have you guys felt that!  Like some voice comes from inside and telling you to do something, It’s more like nagging or knocking you to start doing it.

I have had that a lot of time, when I look back now I realise that how I have been ignoring that voice over some meaningless things.  Like I have been feeling urge to Illustrate and design for as long as I can remember and I sit once in a year to do that as well but all other time I am like let’s watch some T.V or do something else and then will do that. And that time never comes. I seem to drag it make excuses for so long that the inner calling eventually melts down. But then it does come again and again.

Worst of all I have been complaining to god that why is my career not moving ahead, Why I am not lucky enough to just get some opportunity!! I complain when I am frustrated but when I consciously look back I realise that it’s only because of the missing effort and nothing else.

I have always been waiting for a miracle from God, But the problem is that I am asking God questions, I am getting answers too. Just not choosing to pay attention to it or act on it.  I know that I need be constant with my work and it requires more effort.

Now I decide to pay full attention to inner voice and act on it.  And I can surely do with some help; I would love inspirations and reminders.  Let’s see who can help me stick to my resolution.  Biggest helper has to be myself.

I will keep you informed on  how is my new years resolution going :-)

Love

What Inspires you MOST!

                             My most beautiful inspiration is MUSIC:-) 

I just love it.  When I have my earplugs on with my favourite romantic music and doing my work or I am by my self nothing inspires me more.

Even if I am on the move, tube or bus, having beautiful music in my ears nothing beats that. While on the move with music every stranger around me feels sweet and connected. The life feels to be in a rhythm.  Even the simplest activity like people getting on and off the trains feels to be in flow and romentic. I am able to enjoy every moment and movement. It’s not explainable but awesome.

The other thing I enjoy most is sitting and working in a coffee shop with my music.  I am working, reading or illustrating while sipping coffee. My favourite melodies flowing in my ears in a warm room filled with coffee aroma. I am surrounded by so many people but still alone. Taking in every moment.  In this time I love to notice people closely.  It’s like understanding human nature deeply. I just adore this beautiful feeling. Someone is deeply engaged in their work and others are spending quality time with their loved once, some friends are taking precious time out to unload long pending gossip, while someone is having quite time with their coffee and favourite book. Coffee shop is my most favourite workspace. I hate it when they kick me out from their on the closing time.

Walking nature with my music and spending time with animals soothes me too.

Well there is a long list, I better stop here or there will be a blast!

PS: If you happen to read this and feel like sharing something, please make a move. I am desperate to here from you. YES YOU! I am talking to you only , C’mon go ahead say something !!

LOVE